Fail.

I couldn't do the cleanse. It literally made me sick...so that's that. Back to weight watchers I go. I feel like such a failure. For many reasons beyond the stupid cleanse. I was supposed to breastfeed and cloth diaper. Fail on both counts there. I was supposed to be a good SAHM and keep the house clean and the husband happy. Fail there too. I was supposed to maintain my thin physique through marriage and pregnancy and beyond. BIG FAT FAIL. I hate this feeling. I'm in a rut and I don't quite know how to get out of it.