As my baby gets older, I'm doing much better. I didn't realize how many people in my life were concerned about me but it's getting easier and I feel much better. I finally feel bonded, somewhat with my baby. I still have issues that are there but the point is, I feel much better. Postpartum depression is seriously evil. You expect to feel just happy as can be since you have a brand new baby, who is so cute yet so dependent on you, and then it hits and you feel guilty, disappointed, sad, inadequate....among many other things.
Anyhow, I want to join 24 hour fitness. It's close to my house, kinda, and I can drop Leah off with my mom while I work out. Yesterday I did pilates, and I'm kind of sore but not too sore. I can download a free 7 day pass to 24 hour fitness so I might look into that once I figure out how much I would have to pay a month to go there. I really like LVAC but it's always packed, and it's kind of far away to just work out. I need to start losing the almost 100 pounds I gained during the pregnancy. By almost 100 I mean 60, but that's beside the point. I used to be between 115-120 pounds, and I'd love to be back there. I stand very tall at about 5'4 so hopefully I can pull off being small like that again.
Anyways, that's my update for now.
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